Slightly North

I don't know what it is. I have lost a lot of intrest in this site and the web in general. It just all seems like the same thing over and over again. Really the one thing I look forward to each week is the atroxi show. The web can be so cold and unfeeling. It is hard to convay emotion through words alone. I don't know. I keep getting requests for hosting. Everyone wants something for free. I find it hard to tell the ones I don't want to host exactly WHY I don't want to host them. The sad fact is that they don't catch my eye. Why would I want to fill up my server with stuff I will never pay attention to anyway? And yet they seem to think I owe it to them to host it. Like it is my responsability to host their domain and fuck with MX records, install scripts, and then make time for my own life. Sorry, but it doesn't quite work that way. Maybe this all stems from the fact that I am playing a lot more EverQuest again. Or maybe it is because I am very stressed out at work and it is affecting the rest of my life. It seems more and more that I just want to come home from work and lose myself in a world where nothing really matters. I die and I can start over. Ugh, who got this world to the point it is at right now? Is there an RMA department I can call?