I'm so tired today. I was supposed to go out tonight but I just can't. I have no energy. I'm rather unhappy with the way things are right now. I hate waiting. As you can see I am rather blah today. Blah, blah, blah. I think I'm going to go turn off all the lights and curl up under my covers and hide from the world for awhile. I am so not going to be working at Webco much longer.. I'll actually be surprised if I make it passed Monday. More likely than not they'll fire me because I won't be making the 10 "sales" required per day. Yesterday I only got two. But then again more than half the time I wasn't even trying. I was sketching them into thinking I was actually calling people.. and I *was* making calls.. but to disconnected and blocked numbers. Some people can do this kinda thing.. but I can't. Even though we're not selling anything.. it's still a scam.. and I'm sorry but I have too much of a conscience to sketch old people.. or any people for that matter out of their money. And getting a "real" job really isn't all that easy. I dropped off some resumes today though.. and I'm going to go drop off some more tomorrow.. I just hope *crosses fingers* that something comes of it. And I also hope *crosses fingers some more* that things don't take forever at the NSC because really all I want right now is to be with Shawn. I miss him.

posted 1/12/2001 04:43:52 PM




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