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Shawn McClung © 2006
I wish I could be spending my birthday with Shawn.. but like he told me yesterday.. this is the last birthday I have to spend without him..
Other than the fact that Shawn isn't spending my birthday with me.. it's gone pretty well so far.. nothing majorly exciting has happened. I went to school. That's about it. Spending the evening with a friend hanging out and watching movies and stuff..
posted 10/31/2000 12:32:45 PM -
My girl has a birthday today. Sadly, I am 1600+ miles away from her. *pout*
Happy birthday Erin. You know I love you more then I can ever put into words.
posted 10/31/2000 07:18:07 AM -
I have so much on my mind, but can't come up with a way to write it...
posted 10/30/2000 07:02:48 PM -
So, for my birthday I was going to go see Rancid and AFI on Sunday. I saw both bands together about 5 or so years ago at this small club in north-western Ontario and I had a lot of fun and I thought it would be kinda cute to see them again after all this time. Seeing as I was downtown today wasting a couple hours and trying to do some shopping I went to pick up a few tickets only to find out that the show is sold out.. just my luck. So wandering around Ste Catherine's street I was trying to come up with a way to sketch myself into getting some tickets for the show. And I turned up empty handed. My conncetions in the "punk rock" world have pretty much dried up as I haven't really been as into it as I used to be. Back when I was 15 or so it wouldn't have been a problem for me to find a way to get into a show.. I used to do it all the time. I knew people and stuff.. and I was this cute lil punk rock girl with a shaved head and green bangs and I just had a way with bands. If I had wanted to get into a club or to see a DJ it wouldn't be a problem for me. All I would have to do is make a few phone calls and I'd be on the list or have some free passes or whatever. I mean, a few weekends ago my friends and I were sitting around this trendy restaurant on St Laurent and we managed to get on the list for two clubs that night, got free passes to another one and passes to an afterhours club for the next day. And had we wanted to go to a few other clubs all it would have taken was a phone call. But alas, my skills in sketching my way into punk rock shows aren't what they used to be. I must be getting old. *sigh* So, looks like I won't be going to see Rancid and AFI afterall. I'm going to keep trying and asking around and stuff, but more likely than not I won't be able to find anything.
posted 10/30/2000 01:21:17 PM -
So I'm wasting my time again today.. haven't done anything productive as of yet.. am not in the mood.. spent the better part of the morning watching tv.. I think I'm becoming some kinda tv addict or something.. I go from watching tv once every now and then to three days in a row.. *shrug* I'll get over it soon I'm sure and not turn that damn thing on for like a month or more. Now I'm just being a geek.. chatting it up on IRC with people I haven't talked to in years.. I love that though.. back when I used to spend.. oh.. my entire life on IRC when I was about 15 or 16 I used to have a whole bunch of people I'd talk to on a regular basis.. and then running into them again after a number of years is always fun. In other news, my party last night was cute. It was nice to spend time with my friends again and enjoy myself. We had a lot of fun and yeah, it was good.....
posted 10/29/2000 02:15:29 PM -
Yeah so, my friends are throwing me a little birthday bash today. At first I was not too impressed by the idea but have come to accept it and even am now a little excited about it. Sometimes I miss my friends.. I kinda stopped hanging out with them for a variety of different reasons which I am not about to get into at the moment because well.. it's really a long story and I don't have the time or energy to get into it and I'm sure you people wouldn't find it all that interesting. But anyway, yeah, party for Erin today. I saw one of my friends this morning as he had to come over and pick something up for the little fete that is going on ce soir and we talked a bit and joked around and had some laughs and it was nice. So, I'm looking forward to spending the evening with my friends and having a good time. Hopefully it all goes well and stuff. Anyone who wants to come.. feel free.. it's my party and I can do what I want.. so there! :�
posted 10/28/2000 11:31:58 AM -
I have come to the conclusion that the Crocodile Hunter is one crazy, crazy man. Every episode of his show he's running around in the Australian Outback scaling huge cliffs, playing around with crocodiles and messing with things he probably shouldn't be messing with.. oh.. like posinous snakes and the like. And he does it all like he's not afraid of being bit or falling or dying or whatever. That man has balls.. either that or he's completely nuts.. I can't quite tell which.
On a totally unrelated topic I have decided that I *NEED* a makeover. Okay, maybe I don't necessarily *NEED* one.. but I want one really, really badly. I was talking on the phone this morning with a friend of mine and we were both watching a Makeover Story.. and we decided that we need to get ourselves on that show and fast. It would be so poofy to go out and get a new outfit and a new look and stuff. I think I need to spend a day in a spa being a girl. I want to get my hair done and my nails done and my make up done and get a massage and walk out of the place looking and feeling great. So.. my birthday is coming up on Tuesday and if you're not sure what to get me.. problem solved! Makeover!
I think I've been watching a little too much tv today. I think I should go do something else.. like read.. or write a letter to a friend of mine.. or something.. lalala.. poof..
posted 10/27/2000 10:51:39 AM -
Well, I got my Visor today. And my plane tickets. And... um... stuff
Good day so far :)
posted 10/26/2000 10:47:11 AM -
Okay.. there's something strange going on.. and I'm scared..
As you all know.. this semester in school I am terribly disillusioned with the whole thing. Oddly enough today I got a project that I actually did back and I got 90% on it. On top of that when I got home today I did a whole bunch of homework that was long overdue and got that out of the way. and then.. (that's right kids.. there's more..) I did this demo web site thingy that is due for tomorrow all handcoded by yours truely without the help of anyone. How hot am I? Shawn was supposed to help me with that web thing this evening because I am not a big fan of handcoding as I have previously menitioned.. yet I managed to get it done all by myself.. and I even slightly enjoyed it.
As rocking as it all is.. it's a little bit scary. What is going on with me today? I go from not caring to actually getting things done. I guess I'm just sick of whining and complaining about school all the time and I'm trying to make the best of it. I'm almost caught up in my assignments now.. another day or two like this and I'll be rocking it hardcore. Rock on sister!
posted 10/25/2000 05:46:46 PM -
Apparently more people read what I have to say on here than I thought. I received a phone call this morning informing me of this. I would like to apologise to any and all whom I offended by my post from Saturday, October 21, 2000 @ 6:01PM. I suppose I had best think about what I say before I say it.
That said.. I am lil miss popularity today. I got home and I had 4 messages and now the phone hasn't stopped ringing. I am not impressed. Most of the calls have been about some sketch from last weekend involving an unpaid bar tab and a missing person. It's all sorted out now though.. thankfully..
School is still a raunch.. what else is new?
I need a change. I've only been living in Montreal for just over a year but I don't know.. I'm not as happy here as I used to be. I think it's time to move on.. Denver, San Fransisco, Seattle, Vancouver.. *shrug*
Somewhere..
Yeah so, that's all I have to say today.. I'm in a bit of a mood. I have homework to do and I don't want to do it.. is it the end of November yet???
posted 10/24/2000 03:05:30 PM -
I'm in this terribly bad mood today.. Everything is bothering me. I'm sick of doing something all day that I don't like just because I've come this far already.. and it would be silly of me to quit.. what with all the time and money I've put into it. Yes kids, I'm talking about school. I was looking at the web site for the institute of higher learning which I attend today and was totally appauled. As much as I am not the biggest fan of web design I could do a much better job in my sleep with one hand tied behind my back. You would think that a school specializing in design especially one offering such courses as Digital Multimedia Design would have a better site. As for the student's work that is on there.. well.. you know how they say.. if you can't say something nice.. then don't say anything at all.. I guess it would be best for me to keep my mouth shut on that one. I only have about 8 weeks or so of the course left and it's going to be tough. I just can't get into doing this stuff anymore. I mean sure, there are parts of it I enjoy.. such as Lingo and 3D but these are things that I am not going to be using in the future so I find it hard to spend much time and energy working on them. I was talking to one of my teachers today and he told me just to do the work and get it done and pass and get it over with. He figures that I'll be able to get into what I want to do with what I've learned from this course and by learning a few things on my own. I hope so, otherwise I'm going to be super pissed off.. as is the bank.. whom I owe about $30 000 to.. plus interest. Because if I don't get a good job.. that means I can't pay back my loan.. which means I'm pretty much screwed.. and off goes Erin to some godforsaken place to live in hiding for the rest of her life.. hopefully Shawn will come with me..
posted 10/23/2000 08:33:55 PM -
Sometimes I wonder about this world. Some things are so strange. After I left the job site yesterday I went into Aspen's "downtown" area for something to eat. Aspen is wierd. Much like Boulder, without people hanging out on the street corners. Upscale Boulder. However, all the stories about how eliteist the people are around here are a bit overdone. People here are pretty cool. Of course, it is "off season" I am told. So most of the people in town are the ones who live here all year long right now. Whatever.
I was thinking a bit about my life this morning. More and more the idea of leaving Denver for good is appealing to me. I need a major change. I mean, Erin is going to be a major change. But I am tired of what I am doing right now. Maybe I will really enjoy Montreal to the point I will want to move there. I doubt it would be that hard to get a job. I would have to deal with immigration though. Not too bad I assume.
I don't know. I guess being on the road kind of depresses me. Not that Aspen is all that bad, but it isn't home. And it looks like I get to look forward to a lot more of this crap. Unless I do something to change my job, or my location.
posted 10/23/2000 01:34:23 PM -
Well, I am writing from the main data room in Aspen High School. Came out here to replace a tape drive. Fun.
So now I get the rest of the afternoon and most of tomorrow to be bored. Yay. I need to find something to do in Aspen... there isn't any snow so I guess skiing is out of the question. *sigh*
posted 10/22/2000 02:11:56 PM -
I must be bored.. I've spent the last.. oh.. whatever.. I don't even know how long.. looking for cool web sites and stuff.. and have only come across really bad ones.. I think I'm going to go read a book.. screw this blah blah blah web stuff.. I quit..
posted 10/21/2000 05:33:42 PM -
I've been smoking too much today. I must be bored.. either that or annoyed..
posted 10/21/2000 05:09:15 PM -
So, my roomate is supposed to be moving out tomorrow.. yet she hasn't even really begun to pack up all her junk. And this evening.. instead of packing.. like she should be.. she's got her hippie boyfriend over.. drinking beer.. smoking pot.. and making everything smell like hippies. I am not impressed.
posted 10/21/2000 05:01:44 PM -
Well, looks like I am getting a PDA. A Visor even. Orange one. Deluxe. Anyone want to help me set up my first PDA? :)
posted 10/20/2000 07:14:43 PM -
I want one of the Compaq iPAQ Pocket PC things... they look fun.
But with a price tag of around $500... I don't see myself getting one anytime soon.
posted 10/18/2000 08:32:19 PM -
So, on my way home from school I stopped to check the mail.. and amidst the junk mail and bills there was a lovely letter from the ever-so happy folks in Student Accounts at L'Academie International du Design. And thank you Mr. Eric Mireault for informing me that "according to our records there remains an outstanding balance in your account. After unsuccessful attempt from your side, this letter is to inform you that the payment is payable withing 5 days, or you risk to be expelled from the Academy for non-payment fees, as stipulated on page eight of the Student Guide". Considering I usually get a letter informing me of my account balance and when payment is due and I have no record of recieving such a letter, I'm rather surprised. I'm tempted not to pay and let them kick me out.. it's not like I'm learning anything worthwhile this semester anyway.
posted 10/18/2000 11:07:37 AM -
I bought my tickets to Montreal today. $366 well spent if you ask me. So from November 22nd till November 27th I will be in KanaDUH. weeeee
posted 10/17/2000 05:35:45 PM -
Life is always full of little surprises. Today I was feeling really blah.. everything just kinda came crashing down on me.. school.. money.. "friends".. whatever.. and then pretty much out of nowhere I get a call from my friend Mark. Mark and I used to be really close and talk all the time and hang out and stuff.. and it was nice.. but lately I haven't really been hanging out with my friends all that much for a number of reasons. But Mark just called me today to say "hi" and to see if I was still alive. And I don't know.. it made me smile. We talked for a bit and it was all cool. Sometimes I love it when someone you used to be really close with calls you up for no reason other than to say "hi".. especially when you're having a bad day. Sometimes it's nice to know that people are thinking of you..
posted 10/16/2000 06:35:37 PM -
I'm in a bit of a weird mood today.. and I don't know why. It's almost my birthday (well, 2 weeks Tuesday) and I'm really not looking forward to it. I'm like that about birthdays and stuff. I don't like people to make a big deal out of it. Once when I was a kid I told my parents I didn't want a cake or anything for my birthday. They got me a cake and stuff.. I was really unimpressed and had this big screaming/crying fit. I don't know why. Apparently this year my birthday should be good.. only because for the past.. oh, as many years as I can remember it's gone bad, good, bad, good.. and last year.. it was bad. I already got this year's birthday present from my parents.. which is the best thing anyone could have given me.. seeing Shawn again. But still.. I don't know.. blah.. birthdays..
posted 10/15/2000 05:07:23 PM -
Why is it that people always seem to come to me when they're having a crisis in their lives?? It's not that I mind helping friends out and stuff.. I mean I like it and all.. but a lot of the times people seem to expect or want me to fix things for them.. and when I give them suggestion on how to make things better.. they don't like what I have to say because it's not what they want to hear. It's so annoying. Grrr.
posted 10/15/2000 04:40:42 PM -
I get all sorts of sass from Shawn when I don't write something for like a day.. and it's been.. oh.. Tuesday since Shawn's last post.. I guess it's my turn to be all sassy.. *evil grin*
posted 10/13/2000 10:47:01 AM -
I think I'm addicted to caffeine. I look forward to my next cup of coffee like a junkie looks forward to their next hit. Just ask Shawn it's almost impossible to get me out of bed in the morning without the promise of a cup of coffee as soon as we leave the house. As much as I love coffee, sometimes I'm not in the mood but still want a nice ammount of caffeine running through my system. I have found that caffeine actually helps me work and stuff.. so I usually make a pot of coffee and sit down in front of my computer and work, work, work. Anyway, now I have all sorts of caffeinated products to try thanks to ThinkGeek :: Caffeine. I'm in caffeine heaven! Wheeeee!!!!
*gets out credit card*
posted 10/13/2000 10:33:40 AM -
I remember one sunny warm Saturday afternoon I spent the day with two close friends of mine. We went for a walk and ended up in a park. We spent the whole day just lying in the grass, talking, looking up at the clouds passing by and enjoying the heat from the sun. We were like cats just lazing around. The feeling I had that day was one I remember well. I was so happy and content and I didn't want the day to end. Sadly it did. I didn't think I'd ever feel that way again, because it was, in my mind, one of the most prefect moments. But ever since Shawn has come back into my life I've been feeling the same way. Whether I'm around him, or just talking with him, or thinking about him. He makes me extremely happy. I'm glad we found each other again and I'm glad that things are working out the way they are. I adore him.
posted 10/11/2000 05:50:34 PM -
When I was 16 I got into a fight. Well, it wasn't really a fight. I was down and getting beat on before I knew what was going on. When I think back on it now I only really remember the end. People said it wouldn�t have lasted so long if I wasn't screaming obscenities at the guy hitting me. A few weeks later I ran into the guy somewhere, I remember sitting down with him and talking. I bought him coffee at a little shop over in LoDo. We talked for almost 30 minutes. But at the end he only wanted one thing. "Drop the charges against me," he said. I got up without a word and left.
8 years ago I didn't picture my life this way.
When I was 19 I went to a show in Denver. Punk rock show. When the band playing last got on stage things went downhill. After the 3rd song the police busted in and tear gased the small hall. People all over were rushing for the door to get out of the hell that fell around us. As I got closer to the door I noticed a few of the cops randomly bashing kids on the back of their heads with billy clubs as they went past clutching at their eyes. Outside was another story though. The people who got out were enraged at this point. Eyes burning, head dizzy, lungs feeling like they were breathing razors, and they were pissed. In the end things quieted down a bit. WE later found out that some old lady had driven past and saw a few kids outside "fighting and it looked like they were about to start a riot." A few of us got tickets and had to go see a Denver county officer. 5 minutes after we walked in he started apologizing. Again, I got up without a word and left.
5 years ago I didn't picture my life this way.
When I was 22 I got a new car. Took us almost all afternoon to finish all the paperwork and get the keys. Rather then going home I stopped at a coffee shop I usually went to. Greeting some friends, I was asked if I had been home yet. I hadn't. I could afford this new car because I only paid $300 per month for rent. My roommate paid the rest. Or he had anyway. When I got home I found the place gutted. Only my stuff remained. And one really big mess. Yet, somehow I survived and still own that car. A few months later I ran into him. He explained how he had to get out of there. And how he is living back and home and not paying rent. I got up and left, saying only "see ya."
2 years ago I didn't picture my life this way.
Last year if you would have told me that I will fall madly in love with her, I wouldn't have believed it. "We have lost touch," I would have said. Or "I doubt she even remembers me." A year and a half with no contact is a long time. Yet somewhere in the back of my mind I had hope. Then it happened. I got a simple email wishing me a happy birthday. Things went from there. Emotions came flooding back in less then 10 minutes. Within a day I knew what I wanted. I knew this was right. She said "I know exactly what you mean."
I can now picture my life this way...
posted 10/10/2000 08:22:12 PM -
So I've decided I'm not going to school tomorrow. I have this project that might or might not be due and I'm not about to take any chances. I have to make this 3D animation of three different things falling down a flight of stairs. Exciting, I know. I managed to get a lot of it done already.. but the rendering part is what's going to take forever. And there's a sketch.. you can bring Infini-D scenes from Mac to PC but not PC to Mac.. which makes my life difficult as at home I have a PC and at school we use Macs. So basically I have to do all the work on it here.. so instead of wasting my time going to school and explaining to my teacher why I can't work on my project I'm just going to stay home and work on it all day.. and hand it in Thursday. As long as I get it done sometime in the near future.. that's all I really care about. I'm planning on taking the rest of the week and the weekend to get caught up on all my work and then basically just sketch my way through the rest of the semester..
posted 10/10/2000 07:31:35 PM -
I'm going to Montreal Nov 23rd to stay with erin... we are going to have se... fun. So anyway, I updated the time thing... 44 days to go. Actually in a few minutes it will be 43. Still too long of a wait for all that good se... fun...
posted 10/09/2000 11:01:28 PM -
So someone is complaining that I haven't updated in awhile.. reason being I don't really have anything of interest to say. It's not like I haven't tried.. but everytime I've written something I've read it over and it was completely boring and stuff.. so I canceled it. Anyway.. I'm in this nostalgic kinda mood tonight. Been listening to old stuff I haven't listened to in a long time and it's all bringing me back to being like 15 years old and hanging out at this bar and seeing bands. It was fun and stuff.. and yeah.. I'm still rather boring.. and yeah.. I think I'm kinda ignoring Shawn.. so I suppose I should talk to him..
posted 10/09/2000 09:15:25 PM -
"End Police Brutality
Make police officers stand for election every four years, voted on by the districts they patrol.
Lower the Voting Age to Five
See youth apathy magically turn around when they know they have a real stake in their future; and get to vote for their school boards, and why not their teachers?"
From Jello Biafra; RE: Presidential Nomination
posted 10/08/2000 10:45:52 AM -
haha... this design looks like total ass on Netscape 4.5
People use that crappy program for why again?
Update: I stand corrected, I just downloaded Netscape 6.0 Preview 3 and it looks pretty good. Still runs like a 1964 Ford Pinto though...
posted 10/08/2000 09:07:55 AM -
So once again I'm bored. I'm supposed to be going to a friend's birthday party tonight but I'm not really in the mood. I'm actually rather tired. But seeing as I haven't seen my friends in awhlie and stuff.. I pretty much have to go. I actually managed to get some homework done today. Amazing, isn't it? So yeah, this is me.. being bored.. once again.. what else is new?? Blah, blah, blah..
posted 10/07/2000 04:50:53 PM -
From: Shane
To: Shawn
Subject: its flagpole time.
you know the flagpole. you. me. afterschool 3ish. hey shawn, i really hope this is our e-mail address or i will feel pretty stupid. but since this is the only way us " nonsuperinformationhighwaypeople " can communicate with you i got to take what i can. this is shane by the way. i just went to you website, iti is looking very nice. so i heard the girl canada is moving in, good deal....i think. well it would be really nice to hear from you this weekend, preffearbly tonight. you know the number , if not call greg because i don't know if this is you or not. i'm kinda scared. hope all is well. peace and chicken grease. shane. p.s. and if i find out that this is your e-mail address and you don't call this weekend, oh man, i, oh, you just, oh jeez, just, just, just try me kid, for real.
posted 10/06/2000 05:16:44 PM -
Found through ref logs... someone actually found this site with this search.
06 Oct, Fri, 13:23:56 Altavista: +Diablo2 +proxy
posted 10/06/2000 01:00:17 PM -
I'm rather bored today. I tried to do some homework earlier but I just couldn't manage to get into it. Which is not a good thing because I have a ton of stuff to do. I'm sure I'll get it done eventually but not right now. Nothing is interesting me today. Shawn is busy working and so I haven't really had much of a chance to talk to him today. However I must say, I'm quite impressed by the new stuff he did to the site. It's very hot! Yeah, how boring am I? How boring is this?? Boring, boring, boring.. I think I'm going to go try and find some trouble to get myself into.. Just for a little fun and excitement..
posted 10/06/2000 12:31:49 PM -
How sick are we? Here we are, talking on the phone, and we are resorting to picking on eachother via this site.
Please don't all puke at once...
posted 10/05/2000 09:57:11 PM -
Shawn is so in trouble next time I see him for that last post.. that's all I have to say..
posted 10/05/2000 09:55:46 PM -
Q: How many Necromancers does it take to change a lantern bulb?
A: u 5uK n3\/\/b13 rp 1 0wN j00 n dU3l mY p3T r0x 4nD 5010 w15p 4 GLS u t4k3 2 NK 4nD tR4d3 4 ph4t 13wt!
posted 10/05/2000 09:51:23 PM -
I found a really cool article about weblogs (via blogger).
Check it out; Guardian Unlimited | It's as easy as falling off a weblog.
posted 10/05/2000 08:29:32 PM -
So I had a nap this afternoon.. and I've come to realise that this was probably a mistake. I woke up feeling really blah cause I had this terrible dream about my grandparents calling me and telling me they were going to kill themselves because it was "their time".. and I was trying to convince them not to do it.. but to no avail. Then I wanted to stalk Shawn some.. but he's not on IRC.. so I can't even talk to him there and have him make me smile. *sigh* However, apparently my dream didn't really mean anything that bad (thanks Mom for looking it up).. just something about a change in my environment or something like that. No matter what it meant.. it still sucked. Maybe all it means is that I should call my grandparents seeing as I haven't talked to them in awhile.. *shrug* Perhaps I'll give them a call..
posted 10/04/2000 02:31:51 PM -
So yeah... eating lunch and reading Penny Arcade. Just sort of hanging out when, at the bottom of today's update, I notice a quote I find familliar.
"this day could someday be an anniversary"
It is actually a link to my favorite Jets to Brazil song. Made me smile.
My point though, sometimes life is funny. Just when you are feeling normal, someone makes you smile. I like that feeling. Not knowing. Not caring to know. Yet some how things work out.
And time goes on...
posted 10/04/2000 12:09:14 PM -
My cell phone is disconnected again. I guess it is pretty hard to switch account ownership from me (personal) to my company ($3,500/month wireless business account) without totally screwing up the billing cycle. So overnight my account went from payed and up to date, to $213.76 in the hole. hmmmm...
Anyway, I am the only person in the office today. I am stuck here all day it seems. No one else is around to answer tech questions. So I am bored. Very bored.
I am just going to continue to hold. A representative will be with me in just a moment... I hope...
posted 10/04/2000 08:26:41 AM -
So yeah... spent a LOT of time with Greg tonight working on his web site; Technospeed.
Oh, and Erin is right... today did suck. It sucked bad!
posted 10/03/2000 10:17:13 PM -
Found a cool site.. GameLoft.com
Check out DJ Nights.. lots of fun.. trust me..
posted 10/03/2000 01:35:22 PM -
The word of the day kids, is "suck". That's right S-U-C-K.
suck - verb ; to suck, sucks
example:
Phone bills suck.
School sucks.
Revenue Canada sucks.
Homework sucks.
Distance sucks.
Today sucks.
posted 10/03/2000 01:15:21 PM -
So I'm back in Montreal.. and I'd rather not be. I got in about an hour ago.. and I really wish I wasn't here. I spent the last little while talking with my mother about my roomate and school and how everything here sucks and I am just so not in the mood to deal with it all. I miss Shawn and yeah.. stuff. But whatever.. I am going to spend the next few months plotting and scheming and whatever to get myself down there.. cause.. I don't know.. it's not that I don't want to be here anymore.. it's just that I want to be where Shawn is.. I love and miss him sooo much.. and it's just so weird.. our relationship.. 4 years passed.. and it was like we were together those 4 years when I saw him again..
*sigh*
posted 10/02/2000 04:26:27 PM -
Well... the bathroom is all mine again. Only problem is I don't want it to be all mine *pout*
I love you Erin
posted 10/02/2000 11:50:01 AM -